Salamat, Ulan

SALAMAT ULAN

(THANK YOU, RAIN)

Nais kong payungan ka,
sa maulang umaga.
Pero nakita kita,
may kasamang iba,
masaya at tumatawa,
habang dala mga gamit niya,
ikaw ang nagpapayong sainyong dalawa.
Buti pa sakanya, may nakaprotekta,
akong nagmamahal sayo,
basang basa na.

Salamat ulan, dumating ka,
nalaman kong wala akong halaga.
Okay lang mabasa,
wala namang mag-aalala,
dahil atensyon niya, nasa iba na.
Salamat ulan, di ka tumigil,
baka sakaling akoy mapansin.
Ngunit hindi niya yata ako lilingunin,
sapagkat masaya siya na iba’y ihatid.

Ulan, wag kang titila,
sapagkat hindi ko pa kaya.
Di ko pa kayang kumilos,
di ko pa kayang umalis.
Mata ko’y sakanila lang nakamasid.
Puso ko’y parang nasaksak ng mga patalim.

Ang sarap pala mabasa,
lalo na kung may nakikita.
Nakikitang di kaaya-aya,
habang tumatagal saaking mata,
napapasabi nalang ng ayoko na.
Pero itutuloy ko ang kwento,
hanggang sabihin mong ihinto ito.
Dahil hindi dapat ako ang sumuko,
kundi ikaw dahil di ka nakuntento.

Salamat ng marami sa ulan,
pinamukha niya saaking wala nang patutunguhan.
Wala nang kwenta ang kwento nating dalawa,
hindi na ito tatangkilikin pa.
Dahil pati ako susuko na,
salamat sa panandaliang saya.
Pero ngayon hindi ko na kaya,
hahayaan na kita sakanya.
Sana makita mo sakanya ang saya
na sa akin ay wala na,
pasensya dahil ako’y nakakasawa.
Pero ginawa ko ang lahat para manatili ka.

Sa oras na bumalik ka,
wala nang sasalubong sayo para mangamusta.
Dahil hindi na ako magpapakatanga.
Kung ayaw mo, edi ayawan na,
wala nang dahilan para balikan ka.
Isa kang gagong di marunong makuntento sa isa.

Ito’y huling pasasalamat na sa ulan,
dahil palaging may kinabukasan.
Pahalagahan mo siya,
gusto ko kayo maging masaya,
lalo ka na,
kahit sa piling ng iba.

 

(This has nothing to do with me, this came out of the blue hahaha. Because it’s a bed weather, I construct a poem hehe. Hope you like it! πŸ’–)

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Kwento Nating Dalawa

ANG KWENTO NI IKAW AT AKO

Simulan natin ang kwento
Sa katanungang “paano?”

Paano nagsimula ang lovestory’ng ito?
Ito ba ay may dulo?
O talagang hindi alam kung saan patungo?

Nagsimula ito nung tayo’y nagkatagpo
Sa eskinitang puno ng mga tao
Ang ating mga mata’y nagkatagpo
At ngiti mo’y nabihag ako

Nung una kong mahawakan ang ‘yong mga kamay,
Kasiyahan ko’y umaapaw
Dumaan ang mga araw
At ni isa dito’y walang malumbay

Sinabi mong ako’y gusto mo
At ganon rin naman ako
At dun na nagsimula ang kwento,
Ang kwento ng “tayo”

Ang dating “ikaw at ako” ay nabuo
Sa pamamagitan ng pag-ibig na totoo
Nangakong kailanma’y di magbabago
At mananatiling laging nasa tabi mo

Ngunit mga problema’y nagdaan
Bakit bigla nalang bumigat ang dating magaan?
Nuon ay kaya ko pang mapasan
Ngunit ngayo’y loob di na malaksan

Talaga bang hanggang dito nalang?
O kaya pang patunayan ang walang hanggan?
Hindi naman kailangan ipagpilitan
Pero paano na ang pag-iibigan?

Mga loob ay nagkalayo
Ngunit hindi pa natapos ang kwento
Ang katagang “tayo”
Unti-unting bumabalik sa katagang “ikaw at ako”

Gusto sana’y mapag usapan
Upang mga bagay ay mawaksan
Lahat nalang ay sinabi mong dahilan
Kailan kaya matatapos itong nasimulan?

Sana ngayo’y masaya ka na
Sapagkat ang puso mo’y malaya na
Pwede ka nang magsaya
Ikaw ay nakawala na

Ang dating bihag ng pag-ibig
Ngayo’y wala na sa aking bisig
Mga tumutulong tubig
Hindi na tumigil

Mga luha ko’y di mapawi
Sapagkat puso ko’y sawi
Kailan kaya uuwi
Saakin puso mong nahati?

Pasensya lamang aking masasabi
Sapagkat puso ko’y nagdadalamhati
Ako’y wala nang masabi
Kundi isang paalam ng pusong nagpipighati.

 

sinulat ni Margarette C. Pagsuyoin (megcpblog)

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TOTGA to TOTAS

In this world full of TOTGA (The One That Got Away) there are instances that we always look for the guy/girl who’ll stay with you β€”TOTAS or what you call ‘The One That Always Stayed’.

Threads about their “TOTGA” are viral on twitter. It started when the Lea-Aga loveteam went viral because of the fans who saw Aga’s letter for his ‘TOTGA’ Lea Salonga.

I admit that I read those twitter threads, and their story hurts more than what I expected.

But come to think of it, if there are ‘TOTGA’ in this world, there are also people who chose to stay despite everything that they’ve been through.

Let’s talk about my ‘TOTAS”…

My relationship with my man was never easy, there are times when we don’t talk for no reason, there are times when we don’t care about each other’s plans, there are times when we don’t care about what happens in each other’s life… but there will never be a time that we don’t love each other.

When we have misunderstandings, we may not show each other, but we know in our selves, we still care for each other. Even though we have so many reasons to let go, we still have one reasons why we can’t…. love.

Staying is a choice, not a command. It’s a decision to make by yourself and not by anyone. If you decided to stay, it means you decided to stay happy and dedicated.

Even if you push them away, people who truly love you will always choose to stay.

but always remember…

You can’t force people to stay in your life. Staying is a choice. So be thankful for people who choose you.

To the Man named Mick Brien Macuha

To the Man named Mick Brien Macuha … this is for you.

It’s been weeks since the day you left, but it feels like forever now. We seldom talk due to the time…you said, timezone kills us, babe nothing can kill the two of us. We are stronger than anything, you know that. Our love is stronger than anything. We might encounter problems, but don’t worry, I’m willing to let our love win. I’m lying if I told you I don’t miss you, and you now I never lied. Just so you know, I’m always waiting for your messages, I’m waiting for the time you’d talk to me for hours. I’m waiting to laugh with you again, even though we’re just on line. I miss you, and I always do.

Remember that I’m always here, waiting for you to come back. I love you babe!

And I hope you’ll see this! Advance Happy 34th Monthsary babe! β€πŸƒ all the love!

Your Love,

β€”Meg ❀

Does Long Distance Relationship Work?

Does LDR really work? I guess, yes.

[DISCLAIMER: there is tagalog words here, nosebleed po ang bebe niyo]

As a matter of fact, being in a long distance relationship is hard. The time isn’t the same. It’s morning in your country, and it’s night in your partners place. Someone should always sacrifice. Other may talk to their partners in their free time, but me, yes me, I free my time to talk to my love. Yes, maybe like you, I currently belong in a long distance relationship. We are 6796 miles away from each other.

Isn’t it hard to be in a long distance relationship?

For me, yes, but no matter how hard it is, you’ll do everything to work your relationship out. It may be hard, but when you come to realize, it can help the both of you (you and your partner) to be more mature and give time to each other.

Is it worth it?

Is it worth it? YES. Every mile must be worth it. You may be one day further from the last time you saw them, you are one day closer the next time you will. Lahat naman worth it kapag naghintay ka. We may be two worlds apart, but we are always in each other’s heart.

What if your partner decided to end your relationship?

……………… masakit… hindi ko alam… kasi lahat ng sinakripisyo mo masasayang lang. Sayang eye-bugs mo kakapuyat. Sayang mga goodmorning and goodnight messages mo. Sayang yung pagmamahal mo. Pero kung parehas na kayong pagod at di na kaya ng pahinga, tigil na, oras na para yung sarili mo na yung mahalin mo. Oras na para ilaan ang pagpupuyat para gawin ang mga bagay na para naman sa sarili mo. Oras na para magsakripisyo ka para sa sarili mo. Wala nang ibang gagawa niyan, kundi ikaw.

Really, long distance relationship works, if you choose to love despite the distance that separates the both of you.

Long distance relationships works if you put Him ☝ at the center of your relationship.

To my partner, I know you’re happy here in PH, but I know you’ll be happier there, with your fam. I miss you so much, and will always do. Hope you miss me too! I love you! See you in 3 months! All the love from Batangas, Philippines to Edmonton Alberta, Canada. πŸ˜πŸ˜—πŸ‘„πŸ™ˆ

Open Letter to the Man who’s having fun with another girl

I thought I’m the only one who can give you those smile…

but I saw you laughing and enjoying the moment with her.

She’s pretty, yeah she is, I can’t even reach the tip of her nails.

I know you’re happy with me, but you’re happier when you’re with her.

She gave you the real happiness I can’t offer.

I miss the smiles we share with each other.

I miss your laughter brought by me.

Your smile, where are those? I can’t see.

I hope you’re happy now.

I’m sorry, I wasn’t able to wait.

I just can’t take the heart ache.

All I know is happiness with you.

But all of a sudden, I lose you.

I lose my happy pill, my bestfriend, my love, my world, my life, my soulmate.

I lose the person I thought I’d be keeping forever.

With just one girl, I lost everything.

The universe won’t be complete without “U” 😦

I thought I can wait, but waiting for you to comeback takes forever.

But maybe all of us reaches the limit.

I’m sorry, I got tired… I got tired of waiting… not for you to get home, but for the old you to come back.

I missed your laugh and smiles…. but…

I promise, I’ll see those again.. not you wearing it, but in someone enjoying the moment with me.

Thank you for the happiness!

But it’s over… πŸ™‚

First blog post

SO… HAHAHAHA I’ll be talking about myself for the first blog hahaha. So yeah, I am MEG, 15 years old, February 16, 2002 is my birthday. FORTUNATELY, I am taken hahaha. I don’t even know what’s interesting in my life, my life is a mess (LOL) so yeah I would like to convince you to visit my blog, everytime I update because I’ll cheer you up! πŸ™‚